one month have past since the start of tis schooling year. this past month have been a total let down of myself.
first there was skool. most of the teacher were quite ok except for 1. nvm tat. then ther is tests coming n gone. already did 3 n gt back 2 of them. was hoping tat i will pass my chinese bt it turn out otherwise. i nt onli failed bt veri badly. hais. to think tat i still spent time listening during chinese lessons n even revised bt i still failed. maybe i should really consider slping thru lesson n see wat my results will be.
then ther is maths at stake here. jus took a.maths test today. may fail. n if pass the mark also will be veri low. then ther is e.maths which i seriously wan to kill myself over. nvr in my whole skooling years have i gotten a b n below for maths except for one or two b3s. bt tis time for the test i gt a freaking b4. ITS A B4. WTH. to think tat i used to nt study n can easily get 70+ or 80+. bt since wat past cannot be changed. shall look towards the future n pay more attention in class.
bt the thing tat i find really stupid is i don understand some part of polynomials. bt i still can teach others the chapter until they understand. hais seriously dunno wat i am doin n thinking.
certain days i dun seem to even know myself as i will just sit there n think abt stuff n day dream. n i always feel like slping even after slping the whole day. bt despite all these things happening to me. ther is still an unforgettable even.
SEC 3 CAMP
shall post some other day abt it.
bt for now. shall try nt to keep on wasting time on slping n rotting. like somebody once told me. time lost can nvr be gained back. spent ur time wisely so as nt to regret after it is lost.
