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nth much happened recently except that we still have to go back to school for lesson everyday while others are having holidays. n coz i was late today. now i have to report to ms chua by 7.30 every morning. hais.



anyway. today is auntie's last day wif us in school. bt we still could visit her like wat she said. she will be missed by many for sure. theres nth much we can do to oppose the decision. so lets just simply wish her all the best in watever she does

10:25 PM;
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251007

went school since mrs chua wanted full attendence. was sort of lectured agained in the morning. then went back to class to check cca cert. its quite crap lar. then went for the leadership course. it was sort of alright lar. then had an early recess. went back n continued till 1230. there was this instructor who gt bullyied quite badly lar. met up wif clarence n co before goin to jiewei hse. didnt go anywhere else since u had sth to do

took 28 to jiewei hse. had pizzahut for lunch. played until 5.30 n stopped. end of the day. i was the biggest loser. hais. taught yiyan n edi along the way. then had nth to do so went along to arina hse. went to look at the school while clar walked her hm. then we walked to 201 where yiyan went hm. we then went to play bb at the cc. played till 7++ before goin off. cooled off at the coffee chop before goin hm. then i once again fell aslp. so woke up at 12++. and tats the reason y i am still awake now.

2:09 AM;
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all of a sudden. i seem to nt know wat i really want now. everything is on a downwards tack and tml teachers are goin to meet parents. meaning getting back report bk tml. hais.

241007
went to school like normal. then was lectured by the princpal in the morning. then went for the archery course after tat. quite ok lar. then was recess before goin to class to listen to some short notice before doin the end of year survey n then goin off.

then went eat at mac since wasnt goin jiewei's hse. then slacked awhile before taking a veri long walk hm. waited then took bus back to school. saw xiuqi n went off wif him. went library before goin hm

1:58 AM;
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theres soething seriously wrong. there seem to be a need for me to really think thru wat i really want in life and how do i go about achieving it. bt for now. there is seriously nth in my mind that is working. i dont even know wat am i exactly doin at the moment. just gt back all the result for sa2. there is no words tat can be used to describe them. utter disappointment to those who had hope in me. i failed english amths chinese and combine humanities. physcis and chem also 50+. i also dunno wat i want at the moment

11:48 PM;
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hais. been like a lazy pig everyday. laze ard at hm n nth to do. even go out also lazy. haha. this 4 days of break for me seem like a joy as much as it does seem like a chore. theres pratically nth to do. so i have simply been slacking ard looking for tings to do. and when i want to blog. the comp alwasy hands. so end up theres no post. everything seem to be goin backwards for me. hais. shall wait for my sis to cme back n i will then use the comp to blog. when i had the mood

11:05 AM;
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