Let's start by noting some things.. 2641 tweets in exactly a year is not that bad for a start..
Today got to be one of the not so good days thus far.. Really wonder how come all those big birthdays of people usually just seem so grand and interesting.. Yet I choose to like spend the just as per normal.. 'Yup, like I choose!' What can I say.. To literally put it bluntly, this happens to be one of those days which I dislike, hate to a certain extend.. It only makes you feel down.. Feel inferior about yourself.. it really seems to just emphasis on what my bestest friend told me.. Simply.. Emo boy!!
Willingness to spend that amount of money for a present may seem a lot to others.. But at least to me, it does not because I do not simply use monetary terms.. if I really use money to describe this friendship then I would rather not have it.. Besides.. Somehow, one way or another.. I do not really feel wanted.. Maybe its just my fucked up mind.. Ohwell..
Its my life.. I don't have to give a fuck what you guys literally think about it.. Have an opinion you can jolly well either keep it to yourself or just say it.. If doing behind my back makes you guys happy then carry on.. Go ahead for all I care, I DONT. Just make sure I get no wind of it.. Its not easy trying to get rid of some fucked up habit.. Juggling that along with time at work and trying to leave time for my beloved friends and family is tough.. Real tough..
People definitely come and go in our lives.. But even then, are those who stayed really staying for the same reason as what you think.. I would like to give them the benefit of the doubt.. Who knows.. One day down the road.. I may be penniless and friendless.. If that day comes.. What can I choose but to just accept it..
Just ranting.. Who reads it anyway.. Dumbfuck.. What a nice way to kick start the second major part of my life.. Keep it up JanusHaha..
