what if...this was a topic that came up in a chat between my mother and i and it really got me thinking.there are really alot of what ifs in life. it is sort of like a missed opportunity. however everyone has their own individual view about it. over the past month of november. alot of things has happen so fast. the first two weeks of the month was mostly spent with my own self as my brother went with his school to cambodia. i felt a sense of weird feeling as there was no one to talk to even for a few sentence except myself. the following week when my brother came back. he was sick and the whole family was quite worried. my parents had to work and my sister was not coming back that weekend as she was having her exams. so i had to look after my brother for most of the time. then came friday when both my parents went to malaysia for some stuff plus a short holiday trip to genting to celebrate my dad birthday. we had earlier celebrated as a family thats why. and they were only coming back on tuesday. and here comes the trouble. saturday was alumni cup and sunday i was going to malacca with school. so tried to prepare those things for him that i can. was still quite worried. so called back every now and then and on sunday my sister took charge of calling back to check on him. but was feeling better as he was recovering as well. so that is how my week went baring all those test in school.
so now back to what if.
the questions leading from what if are countless millions. but if one can never let go and look forward. how can that very someone move on in life. what if are like looking back into the past and just simply dwelling in it and not letting go. so why do it then.
i learned to look at things from a different perspective ever since my olevels ended. it should have been earlier. but it is better then it never being a reality. i learned to accept things differently and people for who they are and not who i see them as. it might be minor but things are different no matter how minor it might be. learn it...
