it is nearly 4am now and i am still awake despite feeling so tired. there seem to be so many things to be done and submitted soon. why do i simply always have the feeling to do all those stuffs but could never bring myself to go about doing them. driving everyday may seem so fun but some how driving with a heavy heart just simply feel like a big burden. what should i be doing at a moment like now. what kind of feeling am i suppose to be feeling now. somehow despite having facebook i still find that an this blog which i doubt anyone actually comes to see is still the best place for the best kept secrets of myself. enlighten me on what i am supposed to be feeling now anyone please

3:51 AM;
won't be left ALONE