here i am again. back here after like almost a whole year away. yet somehow after both the new year have passed it still seems like it didnt changed a single bit. i stiil have to tolerate the difference nonsense people can throw at me and despite telling myself not to give in. i somehow will in the end. just saying. i am a human too. you you dont want to show respect and treat me like a human or family or even as a friend for that matter just let me know. we can either trash it out or we can just scram from everyones life.
senseless feeling bottled up inside me trying not to let it out. indeed it is hard to maintain something that has been there for so long. something new comes around and the old gets left behind totally without the need to even bother maintaining it. since when have things change to dont even need to bother asking just take it without you kind of mindset. oh well. all i can say is well done then...
