doubts anyone ever comes here anymore.. ranting in progress then..
somehow the urge to let go of everything inside me has been overwhelming. but there is always this resistance in me. whether is it due to the fact that i dont want to offend anyone or i dont know who can really be trusted to listen. i dont know and dont want to know. if you really get offended for all i care, i dont. this is a little private space for me. if you happen to chance upon it and not like what you see, sucks to be you then.
shouldnt even have used to computer today. when hopping around from blogs to facebook.. what was seen simply put what i have in mind onto paper for others to see. seeing alot of memories whether good or bad i still treasure everyone of them. to me at least it has formed up a large portion of my life and i am loving it. no shit.
to some people it may seem that i dont give a shit about who you are or what is happening.. what can i say. coming from my standpoint, it really does look damn retarded and childish for things like this to be happening. people should really be more open and just trash shit out instead of keeping to yourself.
sometimes what can i say even if i cared. for all i know it might not even mean a single thing to you because we are already the past. i can understand the fact that there are people around you who shows that they care and it is sufficient to you already. something coming from me wouldnt matter at all. all these questions about ifs and whethers will just stay in me then.. the only thing i can say is that i do truly care about you all, some even more then the others in fact. but who would know??
